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i trusted u n u betrayed my trust
how am i supposed to trust u again?
for there u are with all the sweet smiles
as if nothing had ever happened
y do u want to reopen old wounds?
y do u want to make my scars bleed again?
y do u think, we can forget the past,
like nothing ever happened

oh, how i forget!!
in your mind it is as nothing ever happened
u deem the act u did as necessary for urself
but, did u ever think how it would affect me
i was your most trusted friend
the one u could turn to,
the one who stood up for u
when even your parents scorned your decisions
and this, this is how i am repaid??

i wish that the great distance
the distance that came between us would have stayed,
i hate it that u are so close, so near,
it was much easier to forget u,
but now that u are close,
how am i to ignore n forget u??

true, i may never be able to forget u,
but i would be successful in ignoring ur asistance
i do not wish to be hurt again,
please stay away n let me be....

my life has changed,
i have changed,
time has changed my being and mind,
i'm no longer the same person u knew,
do not proceed to make assumptions
i cannot be your friend again
the baggage is too great
and the load too heavy
it is time u moved on
do not keep looking for me
i am no longer here
your once 'best friend' is present no more
only fragments of the shattered person
pieced back again by new experiences remain
leave me now, do not break me again.