Saturday, April 28, 2007

life: the drawing without an eraser

y do we hv to conform to the standards of the world? life aint perfect, so one cant really complain. life is just a very long rollercoaster ride, from the day we were born, right up to this very moment, we've just been up and down and up again. a relentless cycle that goes on and on. many ppl hv asked how do i keep smiling, even when things seem to be at the lowest of the low, i nvr really knew the answer. but lately i've just come to realise, it isn't abt how i'm reacting to the world, its abt how i react to me. i know this may sound really vain, but it's d truth. it's bcos i love me. bcos i love me, i dun really care what others think, i know what i want, n i'm goin for it. many trivial issues hv been lost to me, n i'm happy abt it. i used to think it was of utmost importance to hv a boyfriend, n to hang out wit a cool clique. but somewhere along the way, all of these issues just lost their importance. i learned that boyfriends n cool friends didn't matter, just as long as u hv at least one good friend that truly cares for u. the best friendship of all among girls, i believe, is when any guy wont get between them. sometims boys are just not worth all the trouble they bring. n i aint saying that all guys are worthless, but the ones that are worth their weight in gold will nvr make u cry. yes we are all hypocrites to a certain degree. n yes we change over time. one can hv a complete 180 degrees change in a period of 4 months. but that's life, u adapt to the changes ard u. only those who adapt can survive. the simple theory of evolution put into action in the city.
and yes! we girls are professional gossipers, we hv the in-built gene that causes us to love juicy stories abt our peers. we always love a good story! i admit not all gossip is beneficial n may hurt, but there are gossips that are harmless. if u are feeing left out among ur peers, ask urself y. they can't all be wrong, n u cant be right. some one is definitely in d wrong, if u are d problem, ask ur self y. nobody really knows anybody in their entire lifetime, so prepare to be shocked my anybody and everybody u know. ppl are just predictable at times. and after some time, when routine gets boring, and change occurs, some ppl cant take it. and thats when, literally, all hell breaks loose. hv a nice day.

JOSH GROBAN
You Are Loved (Don't Give Up)

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

Sunday, April 22, 2007

TAG! u're it....

since i've been tagged by prakky, i mite as well do this...


5 reasons why i blog:
1) started as a hopeless attempt for me to keep a diary
2) a good medium for me to vent at times
3) it kinda gets addictive
4) i do enjoy writing my poetry
5) sometimes there's just nothing else better to do XD

5 people i tag:
1) Grace
2) Shankar
3) Siron
4) Lai Yen
5) Lionel

Saturday, April 21, 2007

tome mi mano

tome mi mano,
tal vez podemos bailar,
cuando aprendemos los pasos juntos,
nosotros podemos bailar el baile perfecto,
tan tomar mi mano,
si usted va a,
luego dejar al baile

try it n see....

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Create your own Friend Test here


since hammy started it, n premi n ashy hv done theirs... i just wanted 2 see how well u guys knoe me.

Friday, April 13, 2007

the dreamer

the dreamer dreams
in her dreams she dances among the stars
bathed in the glittering moonlight
the wind sings
as it carries her on its gentle breeze
she's as free as the bird
in the realm of her dreams.

but sunlight comes
and it breaks her reverie
she wakes, to face another day
the beauty of the dreams lingers
as the fragments of the dream dissappears
vanquished away by the sunlight.

but the heart of the dreamer is light
she waits for darkness to fall
as in the falling darkness
can the dreamer dream again
dreams filled with beauty
as the night steals her away.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

goodies n baddies...

.the good part is dat yesterday i won d latest Nickelback cd from Fly.fm.cant wait 4 it 2 arrice in the mail. they always gimme somthing. i like them. hence, officially my fav music staion. XD



this album has some of my fav tracks. but i'm pretty sure all d tracks r nice.

1. Follow You Home
2. Fight For All The Wrong Reasons
3. Photograph
4. Animals
5. Savin' Me
6. Far Away
7. Next Contestant
8. Side Of A Bullet
9. If Everyone Cared
10. Someone That You're With
11. Rockstar


the bad part is dat i hv a new violin teacher n he's making me cut my nails. dun really like him. hmmph. cant keep long nails any more :-(. tho i'm sure some ppl like joshil n haseena will be glad abt it.. btw grace, he's ur type of guy. XD.

it's all abt me

Monday, April 09, 2007

updates...

well i guess i shall start from thursday... i din sleep d whole nite trying 2 prepare for mechanics ppr.. tried 2 finish all d trial pyq's... dats sucked.. was a zombie on friday.. mechanics ppr needless to say, sucked to the max!!!! i told mummy edi dat i expect to fail mechanics paper.. d only good thing abt friday i must say is dat i took daddy 2 play pool... yes ppl, i taught my daddy 2 play pool. n he proceeded 2 trash me at 'my' own game... XD but it was fun, since daddy is such a good sport.. hvent been able 2 catch a proper sleep since thursday.. for some reason i have a wierd disease.. i cant seem to sleep in after 8a.m., once in a while i can, but that 'once in a while' is as good as nonexistant... so i'm up early sat morning, trying desperately to sleep.. y??.. cos of d midnite service.. i'm too old 2 be sleeping in church n there's no way i could skip dat cos i had 2 be a godmother 4 a really cute lil girl who i just met on thursday... don't u just love parents n meddlesome aunties who fix everything n den expect u 2 perform??.. well wat the heck, it was easter, n dis girl is cute, so why not??..

come baptism time, when she went up d altar, she was too short 2 reach d baptismal font.. so urs truly decided to do d unexpected... i carried her.. n mind u, she was d only one to be carried.. the whole church started laughing n clapping, n my dear frens who were serving started cheering.. even fr. joachim couln't resist laughing.. XD i was an instant star after dat... y cant i just follow d rules n dun think?? too much of thinking causes all these.. dat was certainly an unforgettable easter..

yest nite we had our annual easter dinner and d lights just kept goin off. for some reason 4 d 1st half of d dinner, d lights kept goin on n off.. we hv decided dat ashley n mel hv something 2 do abt it. cos everytime he went 2 d loo n evertime mel stood up 2 take some food, d lights go out... but nothing beats d 1st time d lights went out..

*everybody talking*
*lights go out*

random ppl: apa la??!? whoooo!!!
mummy: oops! what happened?

*lights on*
ashley: wei, d foods gone!!! they took it when d lights were out. nice magic action!
me: they took it b4 d lights went out la. u were too busy talking 2 notice.. XD
ashley: cheh!! i tot they were doin some cool tricks..

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so that was it.. a very eventful n exciting easter 2007!!
some pics shall follow later