awards are great....not actually.............

well yesterday i had 2 go to the letchumanan hall for that coastal indian award......first of all it started off late, becos the VIP samyvellu came so late.....but that was besides the point........for the four hours of my time wasted there......they onli gave me RM150, a rose and a cert....thats all!!!!!!

well the funpart was meeting up again wit all the ex-convent students especially laavanya, malani n latisha.......sobanah looks so nice now.....like a model n malani as well......anywayz here are some pics that i took wit lavee and latisha.....

lavee and i....isn't she gorgeous!!!!.....haizz so sad, she gonna go 2 france at the end of this year to do engineering......i bet she'll be a hit among the frenchmen!!!!!

these are the cookies lavee made......butter chocolate chip cookies......we were feasting on them while the ceremony was goin on......hehehe....

latisha and i......

lavee eating the cookie.....she was the cookie darling yesterday....not cookie monster but cookie darling!!!!

the tale of the guppy fish

recently my mom's been kinda obsessed wit rearing some fishies......we had an old unused fish bowl n when she saw it she wanted 2 make use of it.....so that's how it started, the whole facade of the fishes......we bought abt 10 of those guppy fishes in the 1st round....all of them survived witout dying 4 at least 2 days.....then those little things started dying....one by one, everyday until there was only 2 left.......well these 2 guys survived 4 2 weeks witout dying......n then 1 more fellla died, so one man down there was another left......haizz......


so me mom, being the compassionate person she is felt so sorry 4 the lil guy that she bought 2 more guppy's 2 keep him company.......well history repeated itself....but the strange thing is, the new additions died first......i have no idea wat this lil guy would have done to his fellow mates to make them die like dat.......anywayz, after the other 2 fishes died this guy was all alone......it kinda was like survivor..... u know the whole 'outwit, outplay, outlast' thingy......well this guy won the survivor game of the fish bowl......finally he died on sunday morning.....hahaha.....after 2 batches of guppy fishes the last has finally died......

well now i hope my mom realises that the best pet 2 get n keep is a doggie.......*hint hint*

i failed!!!.......again

how hard can it be to pass a test???.....yes ppl.... once again i failed my chemistry test....i cant really blame anyone but myself coz i studied last minute.....so no use complaining.....but really i had 2 silly mistakes which caused me the fail.....otherwise i would have passed.....haizzz....well the semester exams are in 10 days, 240 hours, 14400 minutes away and counting.......it is certainly time 2 sit down and start studying seriously.....although i will not do well.....the least i could do is to pass all my tests.....i know i can definitely pass my thinking skills......its bio, chem and maths which i have 2 worry about.....well thats all for now.....

all about ICPU - international crazy people unit

haiz... 2dae was fun in college.....it was actually sick fun....wasnt part of it but i witnessed it tho....the cpu-ians got in2 their horny mood again....

started off wit navin getting sandwiched by marc n kailash.....it was funny2 see tht he actually resented it... but in the photos he looks like he's enjoying it....then navin was forced 2 do the spread eagle a couple of times....it was all captured.....check out prax's blog 4 the photos....then rovin got carried by puvan..... puvan is damn strong la, he carried rovin as if he was a baby, ram n jivan just were supporting rovin's neck....but the drumroll goes 2 the last victim.....prax.....he was turned upside down n given a wedgie... i shall not go in2 details as i'm sure prax will give them 2 ya.....well thats all i hv 2 say abt 2dae....

owwh i forgot.....i got elbowed in the head by puvan....hehehe.....it was kinda funny....ash n puvan were fighting using a chair n i got in the way of puvan's elbow....then they started fighting abt who it was that hit me...wheni clarified that it was puvan who did the crime......he and ash started fighting again abt how he could hv hit me.....haizzz.....well atleast i know that ash will fight 4 me.....hehehehe.........

i know my sentences dun really fall in2 place but it is the after effects of being knocked in the head......

it's been a while

lately i really havent been in the mood to write anything at all... so here's just some ramblings abt how the weekend has been...

well on friday nothing much happened except the usual.....went 2 play pool after class with lai yen and jun...vignesh joined us for a game later....i totally sucked this time....had no idea wat got into me....for all that it was worth, i kept putting the white ball in....some great game i had....

yesterday was good, not really but better.....i spent the whole day watching stargate atlantis season 2.....it rocks!!!...they have a new cast member ronon dex n he is super hot.....well the last episode is left unfinished as they always do......ronon n rodney get stuck on a wraith hive ship..... how they got on a hive ship u may ask..... well dr.beckett had completed his retrovirus that turns the wraith into humans....the wraith found out n they wanted it.....so atlantis made an alliance with the wraith.... not very pleasing but yes it happened.....the rest u can watch on ur own [this is for the benefit of prax whom i know will read this] hehehe......

today nothing much happened except that 'paradox' is on it's way..... paradox is the band carissa started n we had our 1st practise 2day....we will be playing for the KDYC concert if all of us aren't having our exams....the band is on it's way n we rock!!!....it will all go well by god's grace......

*signing out*

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i trusted u n u betrayed my trust
how am i supposed to trust u again?
for there u are with all the sweet smiles
as if nothing had ever happened
y do u want to reopen old wounds?
y do u want to make my scars bleed again?
y do u think, we can forget the past,
like nothing ever happened

oh, how i forget!!
in your mind it is as nothing ever happened
u deem the act u did as necessary for urself
but, did u ever think how it would affect me
i was your most trusted friend
the one u could turn to,
the one who stood up for u
when even your parents scorned your decisions
and this, this is how i am repaid??

i wish that the great distance
the distance that came between us would have stayed,
i hate it that u are so close, so near,
it was much easier to forget u,
but now that u are close,
how am i to ignore n forget u??

true, i may never be able to forget u,
but i would be successful in ignoring ur asistance
i do not wish to be hurt again,
please stay away n let me be....

my life has changed,
i have changed,
time has changed my being and mind,
i'm no longer the same person u knew,
do not proceed to make assumptions
i cannot be your friend again
the baggage is too great
and the load too heavy
it is time u moved on
do not keep looking for me
i am no longer here
your once 'best friend' is present no more
only fragments of the shattered person
pieced back again by new experiences remain
leave me now, do not break me again.

my room

my name cross-stiched hanging above me bed.....

i'm lovin' it

2dae was real fun during break.....we [as in june, thivyah, grace, subanah, lai yen n me] had lunch in McD's.....grace n i were on the lookout for cute guys....well we spotted this cute mat salleh guy..... he was hot!!!!....the fun started when maverick joined us.....that cute guy came in 2 buy a drink n we told mav that we tot the guy was cute.....he got up n went straight up 2 the guy n asked him 2 come 2 our table....he came, this guy was really sporting......well details: his name is ryan n he is studying in INTI, doin computer sciences.......we chatted with him 4 a while n we got him 2 take a pic wit grace......he obliged n grace was so shy.....well he was as well, he became as red as a tomato...hehehe... that was fun.... after he left, he went n told his frens outside abt wat had happened.....they all started lookin in trying 2 see who it was that ryan took a pic wit.....poor gracie, she din noe where 2 put her face....but they were sporting.....it was good fun n the best lunch i've ever had so far in coll....looking forward to more.....


hey ppl, tmrw go wher ah???

calling all who read

the books are calling, but the ears of the brain are deaf.....help me!!! i can't sit to study...concentration is failing n yet the conscience is aware of the consequences.....wat am i 2 do???... help from above, from the parallel plane or from the galaxy....help is wat i need....the exams are coming... they are out to get me....they always are... but i've never been so unprepared or so dispirited....what can be done???...i beseech whoever that reads this......HELP!!!!

of freebies and rainy days.....

well today the hitz.fm cruisers were in TCSJ...not the first n certainly not the last...good 4 me coz i get the chance 2 win the freebies....anywayzz, 2dae dragon red was around as well, promoting their album holocaust...tho i din get it marc did so i'll be getting a burnt copy from him [*evil smile* piracy rox!!!]...coming back 2 me... i got P.O.D's latest album Testify n prax got the North album after we had 2 do that stupid superheroes game again..... but doesn't matter i won this time....

that was the second part actually....since 2dae was teacher's day in coll we had a common break from 11-1....cool eh???.. so all of us made a rombongan 2 asia club 4 pool....had 3 games...the 1st was against haseena n ashes while i was wit june.....good game with all the pro coaches giving their points of view....well june n i won in the end after the battle of putting the black ball in was over.... well the black ball just didn't want 2 go in... imagine all 4 of us had a shot at that ball twice n then only it went in..... i tell ya that black ball was sure jinxed....the second game was wit sash... lost actually but it was a good game as we were kinda even... the last was prax n i against rove.....rov won anyway but it was good.... i'm improving at pool, nowadays i hit more balls n score rather than playing blindly....

last part of the day....goin in late 4 chem class....thank god ms yap didn't kick me outta class.....n i caused raeyna, haseena n lai yen 2 b late as well coz all our files were in one locker in the lib... they were pissed coz they had 2 come in witout all our notes.... thanks 2 god ms yap was in a good mood n din notice.... phew.....lastly we all got drenched goin 2 starbucks....n back again 2 wait 4 the bus.....was freakin shiverin by the time i got back..... note to self: nvr again get out of coll unless it is 2 go 2 the bus when it rains like dat.....

hello cyberspace!!!!

hello there.... this is the first time i'm trying this out...so be patient... it could take a while before anything worthwhile comes out of my mind....till the next time i feel like writing...adios