hurricane of emotions

the hurricane thunders
the rain pours
the seas are at turmoil
as the winds of the house upsurge
the peace is dispersed
the pieces thrown to the farthest, remotest end
as it creates a wreckage far worse than any known…..

the eye of the storm has passed
but with its passing
the tempest has worsened
it shows no sign of letting up
how long will it last?
No one knows for certain….

But one thing is for sure
The hurricane of emotions
Leaves behind a catastrophe.....
hearts have been broken,
dreams have been shattered,
too marred to be mended
only time will tell
how deep the effects of the hurricane
and then maybe, it may be mended…

but for now,
while the hurricane still rages
I will look for comfort n shelter….
If I can find them,
Blessed be my soul……

the black hole - part 2

i am an empty space
a void, a vacuum,
feelingless and emotionless
all i think about is myself
i am a black hole
selfish and arrogant
it is my nature
the way i am meant to be
don't blame me
for i am what i am,
just a black hole
taking up just a dot of the galaxy........

remember the journey.....

"If you keep focusing on your goal in life, how are you going to remember what happened before that? If you think the highlight of your life is going to be accomplishing that goal, then you aren't going to remember the special moments that happened before. It's not about the destination; it's about the journey. Always remember the journey"

as those of u who are in CAL know....our trials n our AS is coming up soon....n i know everyone is busy studying and everything but i just wanted to say.... don't forget the journey.....we all know this is gonna be a stressful period for each and everyone.....so if we accidentally tread on each others toes.... just chill k.....life is all about the blunders we make......it's also abt how we turn those blunders into laughters.......cheers everyone!!!!


and all the best for the exams!!!!

to those who are from other programmes....the wish goes out to you guys as well.....


and dun forget to remember the journey......

give life a good hard punch in the stomach......

" when life knocks u down , get up and knock it straight back" By someone smart

well that's wat i got from allen's blog.....plagiarism??...yes indeed, but for a good cause.... well here's the case....a certain good friend of mine has been having a very bad day and the pst weekend was no better.....so this goes out to you, Grace.... get up and give life a good hard punch in the stomach and show that u can handle anything that comes ur way....also tell life not to mess wit u...cos ur strong n u have friends that help you through...and i'm always here to listen if u need a ear and a shoulder.....

weird.....just plain wierd.......

the weirdest day i've ever experienced in my whole life.....let's be frank k... no one just walks up to you and starts spilling theire whole life story to u....but that's exactly what happened today...i didn't go for bio tutorial today, so while waiting for raeyna and thivyah i was sitting in the garden wit ashy and vernie....and while we were chatting this african guy just walks up to us and starts asking me if i'm from cpu.... n then to cut the very, very long story short.....he then introed himself n asked for vernie's name only.....btw his name is louis....which was a shocker for me....then he parks himself on the bench next to us n starts talking abt his failed attempts of getting a gf....n apparently he was hitting on the chinese girls only *me looking at ashy n rolling my eyes*......goes to show how shallow he is.... n then he says, but the indians are fine... n that he gets along really well with them probably becaus their girls are more or less the same....*me rolling my eyes again*.....next he asks us if we have bf's....although we were all single and available.....ashy n i said we were taken.....n vernie said she doesnt hv a bf......n he keeps goin like 'for real'... i think ebery sentence he uses ends wit a 'for real'......at this point vernie has to go to mac center to bring punitha in....n this guy like asks ashy n me to hook him up with vernie, coz he likes her.....gosh....*me rolls eyes for god knows the hundredth time'.....n ashy covers up for vernie trying to save her saying 'actually she's in love wit someone n they just had their 1st kiss yest....bla bla bla.....she was trying to turn him off... but he was very persistent n when vernie came back, he actually asked for her no..... thank god vernie does not have a handphone...... but he still doesn't give up... now he wants her msn....so vernie has no choice n gives.....n then vernie freaks when she realises that its 4.20 n asks me how i'm goin home....so i say that i'm following her cos i'm staying over at ashy's house.....luckily vernie catches it n says ok......phew.....n this guy keeps on talking n talking n talking.......he also says we look all very americanised but we still act very asianish.....*louie at this point is getting very irratated*.....n i start telling him off....n then i ask him if getting a bf/gf is so important..... nhe gives some bullshit answer abt how women are sooooooooooo important.....gimme a break.....thank god time flew quickly enough n we were soon excusing ourselves as the transport had arrived......phew.....stupid guy......


to those who find it hard to understand i shall give u an oral version tmrw.....for real.....

love....

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
Bertrand Russell


accordingly i'm supposed to be three parts dead already.....

my resolution....

NICK LACHEY

Resolution

Nothing but an empty page

Breathing in an open space

Captured by your moment's grace again

There's so much I left behind

Even more that waits in time

Everything's so undefined

I'm standing on the edge of my fear

And I see it clear

Here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just want to be the best man I can be

Breathe, it's my resolution

Living life without her there

Finding soul is where I stand

And learning how to love again

And all I want is something real

That I can feel

Here's my resolution

I'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just wanna be the best man I can be

'Cause here's my resolutionI'm letting go

All I need to learn is along this road

And I just wanna be the best man I can be

Breathe, it's my resolution

My resolution

(Ooh oh oh)

a myriad of feelings
goin through my heart and soul
i'm a bit confused
i don't know what to do
what to decide....
i'm torn in between my own feelings....
can i trust you??
i need to know that first
before anything else...
can i lean on you??
depend on you when i am weak??
i need to know...
i'm afraid to tread on the thin ice...
will you help me fly??
or will you bring me down??
or will we fly together??....

just felt like posting the song...it is a step forward i am taking... that's all i have to say....there are a lot of blank spaces in between... but only those who know will be able to read between the lines...