have a little patience will ya??

PATIENCE by Take That

Just have a little, patience

I'm still hurting from a love I lost,
I'm feeling your frustration,
Then maybe all the pain will stop,
Just don't be close inside your arms tonight,
Don't be to hard on my emotions

(Chorus)
Cause I, need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

I really wanna start over again,
I know u wanna be my salvation,
The one that I can always depend,

I'll try to be strong, believe me,
I'm trying to move on,
It's complicated but understand me,

Cause I need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
Just try and have a little patience,

Yeah, have a little patience, Yeah

Cause this scar runs so deep,
It's been hard,
But I have to believe me,

Have a little patience,
Have a little patience,

Cause I, I just need time,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing,
just try, and have a little patience,

Have a little patience,
My heart is numb has no feeling,
So while I'm still healing
just try and have a little... patience


my scars = to my horrible AS results..... mummy n daddy i'm very very sorry that i dissapointed u guys so bad... i just want 2 do d best n be the best 'me' i can be... it's not easy, n mummy i know ur very dissapointed wit me, but please be patient... i need 2 sort out my emotions 1st be4 everything else can fall into place... just please be patient....

u decide....

well as it has been advertised by my fellow bloggers n classmates.... the AS results are out... needless to say, i didn't do very well... it's not dat bad a set of resuls either, but still definitely not up to mark... for the first time in my entire schooling life, this is the first time that i hv been unable to snag a single A in my finals....every yr end exams n every major government exam i hv always been able to get at least one A.... so in a way ashley, wat u said is right.... in my book a B is bad.......

for my results, i have no one to blame but myself... i know i played to much n worked too little to produce the wanted results... it had been a great yr, i couldn't hv asked for a better class or grp of friends... n being 18, boundries were expanded... so i actually spent quite a bit of my time pushing 2 see how far those boundries went as far as going out wit frens n just chilling....

this has proved to be the undoing in our class... already as the 3rd and final semester progresses the class has been reduced... from the start of the course until now, the total population of 0601PM8 has decreased from 31 students to 21 students...

i'm just very, very sorry that i dissapointed my parents, n myself with my results.... as mentioned beforehand, this set of results is like the worst i've ever achieved... but i won't fall behind... there is approximately 4 months more to go before A2 starts and i dont wish to be left behind... IWONT BE LEFT BEHIND!! i promise that i will put my heart n soul into this exams n make this the best out of me...the past has already gone and not much can be done abt it... but d present is still here and the future is yet to be... for the sake of my future's sanity, i will do what needs to be done...

in line with that, as part of my punishment n a way of helping me prepare myself better... mummy has asked me to give up all the outings with my frens until the results for A2 is out and dat includes shopping n on9 chatting... in other words, my social life has to be put on hold till it is all over... but so far i hv agreed that is what i will do till at least the exams are over... after the exams we shall see what has to be done and decide then.... as grace said, this is humanly impossible.... but i will try.. i will give it my all cos i dun wanna look back n say i should hv taken dat more seriously in d future...

so dear freinds, i will be missing from cyberspace as often as i appeared the past yr...so it's gonna be a temporary hiatus until it's all over... i might drop in once in a while to update....


so till time again...cheers n god bless...
take care everyone....

emo....

dont know why... but i've just been feeeling really emo since last nite.... like there's dis dark cloud suspended over my head.... don't know why.... just want it 2 go away.... don't like being emo....

my ride...

not really important, but i tot it's cool dat i got a ride 4 my violin class 2day in a MErcedes 300SL-24....nice looking sports car.. n expensive...

one of mom's ex students happened 2 be goin down d same road 2 bandar baru n saw me walking...so she offered me a lift... how nice of her... anyways, god bless her 4 d ride....

new year's day

*luke, damian, darrel n joshua in d camping tent i bought 4 d kids*









*damian, luke, darrel n i in d tent*


*luke behind me, n damian in front of me*


*damian outside d tent*


*luke inside d tent*




*darrel wit roy(3/4 of his face has been cut out)*


*darrel n roy agin (dis time u can actually see his face)*





*luke in d tent again*




*darrel again*



*damian, luke n i....just b4 siesta time*



*darrel once again...all nice n fresh after bath*



*damian goin solo*



*damian n mummy*

christmas day

*yum yum.....goodies*



*grace n tanuj*



*daniel being very camera shy*



*grace n tanuj again. grace is a poser like me....hehehe XD*



*although roy is d biggest poser ard, his son, luke is shy... i guess some traits r just not inherited*



*damian wearing d patrick bedroom slippers mummy bought for him*



*poor thing... darrel also wanted d slippers, but no size 4 him....anyways he enjoyed using damian's one*









*damian on aunty susy, opening another present from mummy n i*



*he's sooooooo happy wit his barney plushie.... it can sing as well..."i love u, u love me, we are happy family, with a great big hug n a kiss from me to u, wont u say u love me toooo"... awww






*guess wat??!! barney gets 2 wear a santa hat tooo!!!! XD*


*luke n me*



*darrel seems to like daniel...hmmm*



*daniel n joshua(my cousin)*



*darrel n daniel again*



*tanuj n damian*



*damian n i playing his favourite game of 'carry n drop*






*once again, damian n i*



*luke n damian, after each other got whacked pretty hard on d head as a result of d game....dun blame me, blame d extremely active children*




*roy sleeping....big fat pig he is....heheheh... yes i know he's my uncle*



*both d barney's taking a time out on d sofa*


*a video taken by tanuj using my cam, things to note:
1)damian actually beating daniel a bit cos he carried darrel
2)tanuj saying i'm actuallt big enough 2 be a dinosaur.....wait u tanuj, i'll hv my revenge in class....muahahhahaha....
3)tanuj saying 'eh, i like d small guy la'(small guy=darrel)
4) daniel telling tanuj 2 zoom in, n tanuj saying i dunno how 2...





d next post will be abt new year.....

christmas eve

pictures say a thousand words, so just enjoy...if details r needed i'll explain l8er....hehehehehe XD

*it's all abt d home... was a very lighted up christmas this yr, n we've already planned wat we wanna do 4 next yr's deco.....hehehehehe, d spirit of christmas is very contagious.....XD*

*now it's all abt family, we are all such posers.... i guess it runs in d blood...not complaining abt it tho...hehehe...*

*then it's all abt d kids in church.....dis yrs christmas play was done by d lil kids....all of them so cuuutteeee!!!... a few pics 2 show how good they are...*

p.s. up next: christmas day