snow fight

well i know its been ages since i've kept this blog active, but thats no matter... its just that life's been through some major changes for me and i'm trying me best to cope, n i guess i just need an outlet again... i cant be bugging melanie everytime i need to clear this head of mine, so bloggy, i'm back again... for how long i dunno, but we shall see as time goes....

today has been actually the best day since the new year has started... it suffices enough to say that 2008 had an extremely bumpy end, and 2009 began quite mundanely... n today, i actually laughed like i hadn't laughed in a long while... it was just a simple snow fight, but practically everyone let go n played in the snow... no one had planned on playing wit snow, but when we went for our sports class today, our trainer said our assignment was to build a snowman n den we could leave... so he made all of us go out wit d shovel n some brooms to make d snowman... n when u've got a few(many) crazy people who've lived their whole lives just dreaming of snow, our little kid side came free n  soon almost everyone was just throwing snow at one another... it didnt matter if it was ur close fren or someone u barely spoke to in class... we were just having fun, we even ambushed our trainer wit snow.... but since he's a cool dude, his response was to take d shovel n shower us wit snow.... 

the point i guess i'm just trying to make is dat it was wonderful to let loose for a while, even if it was just for half an hour, all that mattered in that short period of time was having fun.... but it also made me more melanchonic later as i was desperately wishing i could have shared that moment with someone who is real special to me..... but life is what it is, and i cant do that... all that i can do is get through each day relying on God to take me through it.... and maybe, just maybe; time will actually heal these wounds...