life: the drawing without an eraser

y do we hv to conform to the standards of the world? life aint perfect, so one cant really complain. life is just a very long rollercoaster ride, from the day we were born, right up to this very moment, we've just been up and down and up again. a relentless cycle that goes on and on. many ppl hv asked how do i keep smiling, even when things seem to be at the lowest of the low, i nvr really knew the answer. but lately i've just come to realise, it isn't abt how i'm reacting to the world, its abt how i react to me. i know this may sound really vain, but it's d truth. it's bcos i love me. bcos i love me, i dun really care what others think, i know what i want, n i'm goin for it. many trivial issues hv been lost to me, n i'm happy abt it. i used to think it was of utmost importance to hv a boyfriend, n to hang out wit a cool clique. but somewhere along the way, all of these issues just lost their importance. i learned that boyfriends n cool friends didn't matter, just as long as u hv at least one good friend that truly cares for u. the best friendship of all among girls, i believe, is when any guy wont get between them. sometims boys are just not worth all the trouble they bring. n i aint saying that all guys are worthless, but the ones that are worth their weight in gold will nvr make u cry. yes we are all hypocrites to a certain degree. n yes we change over time. one can hv a complete 180 degrees change in a period of 4 months. but that's life, u adapt to the changes ard u. only those who adapt can survive. the simple theory of evolution put into action in the city.
and yes! we girls are professional gossipers, we hv the in-built gene that causes us to love juicy stories abt our peers. we always love a good story! i admit not all gossip is beneficial n may hurt, but there are gossips that are harmless. if u are feeing left out among ur peers, ask urself y. they can't all be wrong, n u cant be right. some one is definitely in d wrong, if u are d problem, ask ur self y. nobody really knows anybody in their entire lifetime, so prepare to be shocked my anybody and everybody u know. ppl are just predictable at times. and after some time, when routine gets boring, and change occurs, some ppl cant take it. and thats when, literally, all hell breaks loose. hv a nice day.

JOSH GROBAN
You Are Loved (Don't Give Up)

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved