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it's time 2 dance....will you take my hand??

well AS exams ended 2day n yet we have to trudge to college tmrw to continue studying 4 A2.... dats bloody sucky.... but on a brighter note, i went 2 mid valley wit the guys and grace n we watched STEP UP.....awesome movie.... i totally loved it.... well since i aint good wit those narrative posts, i shall just stop here....


the strings of my soul start to play
as the music of my feelings are heard
the time is now
this is the moment
the music echoes through my bones
softly, gently if u would listen
the soul cries for love...
it is the time to dance
will you take my hand??
will you be the one
to take me through the night,
among the stars in the dark sky
to dance our lives away
together, forever....
the time is now;
will you take my hand???

my prayer for a while....

LORD MOVE, OR MOVE ME

(by FFH)

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I can't find the words to pray, I'm a little down today

Can You help me, Can You hold me?

I feel a million miles away, And I don't know what to say

Can You hear me anyway?

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What I need is for You to reach out Your hand

You have taught me no matter what You'd understand

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CHORUS:

Lord move in the way, that I've never seen before

Cause there's a mountain in the way and a lock on the door

I'm drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore

So Lord move (move), or move me.

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I've looked every where to find a simple peace of mind

But, I can't find nothing on my own

So I gotta leave myself behind, take up this cross of mine

Give away everything I hold onto

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Lord I know the only way is through this

But Lord, I know I need You to help me do this

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CHORUS

Lord move in the way, that I've never seen before

Cause there's a mountain in the way and a lock on the door

I'm drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore

So Lord move (move), or move me.

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Out of this place of complacency

To a place of fellowship with Thee

'Cause I am weak, but Lord, You are so strong

And You know it's been way too long

It's been way too long

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Lord move in the way, that I've never seen before

Cause there's a mountain in the way and a lock on the door

I'm drifting away, waves are crashing on the shore So Lord move (move)...,

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CHORUS

walking in the rain

a wonderful feeling beckons
just standing in the rain
letting the rain just wash over me
all my troubles washed away
all my fears and insecurities; gone
just walking in the rain

jumping into puddles
and eating lollipops
a wonderful feeling i can't compare
it's been long since i felt so free
it's been ages since i felt light as a feather
oh what joy to be in the presence of nature

to feel the rain on my skin
to feel the wind mess my hair
and to hear
the beautiful sound of music
the rain makes
it makes me feel alive

i'm in college now...supposed to be studying for the last subject bio, but my mind has been feeling depressed since lunch was over..... i somehow blame it on the cabonara i ate.... as i was feeling all right before dat..... so anyways since tje library is a depressing place.... grace n i decided to go for a walk outside..... it was raining n i suddenly had this urge to run in the rain and jump into puddles..... i dunno wat made me do it.... but i just went ahead n did it..... n i loved it....i started laughing the moment i felt the rain on my skin.....it was just exhilarating... like as if i was high or something.... i guess i was knowing me...... but it felt wonderful...... my resolution after the bio paper: to run in the rain and get wet n love it...... but most of all, to be ALIVE!!!!! exams kinda make u feel dead......

You Are a Traveler Soul

You're a thrill seeker who loves to be active and on the moveYou love to wander: between places, ideas, and people.A good communicator, you're a nonconformist and interested in the world.You are an explorer, a good storyteller, and a true dreamer. Because you're always on the move, you can be a bit fickle.It's difficult for you to make personal commitments.Don't be so quick to ignore emotional issues and problems.You're much more intuitive and psychic than you think. Souls you are most compatible with: Retrospective Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

sometimes i just wish.............

it's early in the morning
contrary to the fun of the past days
today started on a bad note
life is certainly funny ain't it??
just when u thought it couldn't get better
it takes a turn for worse
yes, indeed
life is the harshest teacher ever
but at the end of some days
it leaves me feeling as if
life may not be worth living at all
my fire grows dim
some days the rain and storm
they threaten to snuff it all out together
sometimes i just wish they did

sometimes i just wish that i was the one
solely in control of my destiny
not just a puppet with feelings
who is just part of the never-ending story: life

sometimes i just wish
that i could live life to the fullest
just the way i would love it to be
without any consequences
without any restrains
without being told what i should do
without being expected to perform

sometimes i just wish
i could give it my all without being afraid
afraid of the outcomes
afraid of life itself
but fear surrounds me like a shroud
threatening to envelope my very being

sometimes i just want to be
like the wild horses or the eagles
just running free
cruising with the wind
to fly high above it all
away from all the hurts
away from all barriers

why, oh why??
do we love binding ourselves
with these chains of life...
why, oh why??
do we allow ourselves
to be chained by the norms of society
why, oh why??
don't we just allow ourselves
to celebrate our individualism
our being different from one another
why, can't we just let
the person who hides inside
be exposed, and let live
why??

sometimes i just wish
that i didn't feel so alone
like a lonely cactus in a barren desert
but most of all,
sometimes i just wish
that life never at all
began for me......

i cant breathe
my mind is all woozy
stuck in this world of in between
nothing seems real anymore
reality is my imagination now
i feel like the flame is due
why? you may ask....
cos............................








arrgh!!!!!! i'm sick!!!!!!!








its so bloody irratating cos i've bio pract on thurs...... how i'm gonna get thru dat wit a running nose i hv no idea...... arrgh!!!!!!

it ends tonight

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

It Ends Tonight

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Your subtleties

They strangle me

I can't explain myself at all.

And all that wants

And all that needs

All I don't want to need at all.

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The walls start breathing

My minds unweaving

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

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When darkness turns to light,

It ends tonight

It ends tonight.

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A falling star

Least I fall alone.

I can't explain what you can't explain.

Your finding things that you didn't know

I look at you with such disdain

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The walls start breathing

My minds unweaving

Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

A weight is lifted

On this evening

I give the final blow.

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[Chorus]

When darkness turns to light

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

Just a little insight will make this right

It's too late to fight

It ends tonight,

It ends tonight.

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Now I'm on my own side

It's better than being on your side

It's my fault when your blind

It's better that I see it through your eyes

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All these thoughts locked inside

Now you're the first to know

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[Chorus x2]

i believe in miracles!!!!!!

~1 Cor 2:9~

Eye has not seen, ear has not heard, nor has it dawned on the mind what God has prepared for those who love him.

~Jeremiah 29:11~

For I know the plans I have for you; plans to save you and not to harm you, plans to give you a future and to give you hope.

where the eagle flies.....

the nest is bare
prickly against the tender flesh
of the young bird

meant to fly,
but the little one is afraid
fear weighs him down like a boulder
afraid if he takes the plunge
he may never fly again at all

it's a little late,
but she's not long overdue,
soon she will fly
once she breaks the chains that hold
her pretty wings captive

soon, not too far in the future,
the little one will fly,
high in the realm of the skies
where the eagles are the kings

look out to see the little one
flexing their wings
and riding the currents
braving all the obstacles

soaring high above them all, 

right where the eagle flies

rising I will touch the sky,
soon,
my time goes to arive,
when I rest in the given promise

elevándome tocaré el cielo,
pronto,
mi tiempo va a arive,
cuando descanso en la promesa dada

the golden post..........(",)

yess ppl this is the 50th post of my blog..... nothing exciting to blog abt except dat AS finals are starting next mon n dat currently i'm stuck on these songs.... beautiful.....

HINDER

"Lips Of An Angel"

Honey why are you calling me so late

It's kinda hard to talk right now

Honey why are you crying is everything okay

I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girls in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight

And yes I've dreamt of you too

And does he know you're talking to me

Will it start a fight

No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girls in the next room

Sometimes I wish she was you

I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name

It sounds so sweet

Coming from the lips of an angel

Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye

But girl you make it hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel (And I never wanna say goodbye)

But girl you make it so hard to be faithful

With the lips of an angel

Honey why are you calling me so late

NEW FOUND GLORY

"Oxygen"

Constantly connected to the total unexpected

I'm a con, a stealer of hearts

I only keep this facade

To keep you on your toes

I'll take a glance while you sleep at night

Right from under your nose

So don't leave me

Don't leave, don't leave me here

I can't breathe without you

Don't leave, don't leave me here

I don't want to be without you

I don't want to live without you

I don't want to breathe without you (You're my oxygen)

It's hard to get rejected

By the one you most expected to be by your side

Your first thought being you should run and hide

I don't think you're to blame

I'll get you on your toes

I'll dream of you while I'm asleep at night

So nobody will know

So don't leave me

Don't leave, don't leave me here

I can't breathe without you

Don't leave, don't leave me here

I don't want to be without you

I don't want to live without you

I don't want to breathe without you (You're my oxygen)

Oxygen

With me, is where you belong

Right with me, is where you belong

Right here (Right here)

Right here (Don't leave me)

Don't leave, don't leave me here

I can't breathe without you

Don't leave, don't leave me

Cause I can't live without you(So don't leave)

Don't leave, don't leave me here

I can't breathe without you

Don't leave, don't leave me

I don't want to breathe without you

You're my oxygen

I don't want to breathe without you

You're my oxygen

Oxygen

Oxygen

Oxygen

Happy Birthday Mummy!!!!!

well today is mummy's b'day.... so b4 dis daddy, mel n i decided 2 suprise her... it was all a suprise.... the gift n the cake n everything..... rite now i cant upload the video yet, so here are some photos.....

Photo #1: when mummy 2st received the FedEx package

Photo #2: mummy still tryin 2 open the package
Photo #3: the gift box finally out of the packaging....for such a lil thing FedEx used such a big packet.....
Photo #4: mummy finally opened the box n smiling as she looked at the rosary....
Photo #5: the gift revealed....a genuine mother of pearl with silver sterling, hand crafted rosary with life time guarantee.... cool eh??? maybe not for everyone, but for mummy it's helluva lot....

remember one of my posts some time back abt a pair of merbuks nesting at my place??..... well on sunday(01/10/06) the eggs hatched..... n two little birdies were welcomed into the world.... so aftert waiting a couple of days 4 those little birdies 2 get used 2 the world around them, today i decided 2 document their early stages of life..... on of those little guys was kinda shy, so only one birdie posed 4 me with mummy bird.... can u see the little fella snuggled up next to its mummy???.... ain't he cute???? (at least i think its a he.....)

only time...

the line was cast,
and the fish has snagged the line,
it's time to reel it in,
only time will tell,
if it is a prize catch...

all endings are beginings...

that chapter is closed,
a new one has begun,
however
my friend don't fret,
what we used to be,
who you used to be to me,
no one will ever replace,
we tried,
but that path was not ours to take,
one day you will find
the dream that you will cherish,
it was not me, my friend
who was destined to be that dream.....

just a few words for you,
all endings are beginings,
though at that time
we may not realise it,
it's true;
look for your begining,
where we ended....

it's been a while

dear bloggy,


it's certainly been a while..... i'm sorry for neglecting u, but wit the shackles on i ain't got much choice.... please understand.... but don't worry, i've got a lot to say since i've been away....


yours truly,

on a religious note

Heart Of Worship - Hillsongs

when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless your heart

i bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required
you search much deeper within
through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

chorus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus

King of endless worth
no one could express
how much you deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is yours
every single breath

i bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required
you search much deeper within
through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

chorus
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus


Here I am to Worship - Hillsongs

Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days oh so highly exalted
Glorious in heaven above
Humbly You came to this earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved
Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're all together lovely, altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me


these past few months have taken a toil on my faith.... n at a point i was just a zombie walking around, my actions were wihtout faith....i just couldn't sit and pray.....thanks god for the gift of music and songs, because through these i was able to contemplate on the events that had happened and my role in my faith....now, i'm back on track again.... these two songs really helped me....just wanted to share them with u guys.........

randomity

well for one, my house is becomeing a breeding ground for birds.... it's really becoming a regular affair now.....previously, we've had a few visitors who came only once a year like the doves n the merbuk......only one pair per year.....this year a pair of merbuk made their nest n their little birdies have flown away last month ....now in our porch lamps there are two pairs of merbuk nesting.....n they're totally cool abt me sticking my face in their nest... fyi, most birds would hv abandoned the nest, but not these birds....well hopefully this time i'll be able to get a few pics of the babies as well....

n this is a pic of my darling little cousin, damian driving my mom's peugeot.... not bad eh this little guy???.....he could even ask me while driving, "chechi, are u taking a picture of me driving godma's car???".....so cute la he....

PD rocked!!!

ain't good with me writing too many words, so i'll keep it short...... grace, daniel, michael, vignesh, tanuj, shankar n i had a blast in PD... it was so relaxing n everyone was just chilling out n hanging out wit one another..... it really felt like a family on holiday.....n everyone knows dat with dat combination, there's bound to be some hilarious moments....well in short, it was fun n wait for the pics to be posted.....can only get them when grace uploads n burns them for us....chiowz....

the fog.....

the fog is dense
as the shades of grey shift about
the shadows are alive
and they're after me
i run and hide
but i'm going around in cricles
i keep coming back to where i started
to the place where everthing begins
to the place of my life
home is where it once used to be
now its just a grey house
where sadness emmanates from
the four walls entraps the hurricane
while outside the walls the sun shines
deceiving all who look

help me
i don't want to drown
in the raging waters of the tempest
but my lips are sealed
that is the curse of the house i live in

hurricane of emotions

the hurricane thunders
the rain pours
the seas are at turmoil
as the winds of the house upsurge
the peace is dispersed
the pieces thrown to the farthest, remotest end
as it creates a wreckage far worse than any known…..

the eye of the storm has passed
but with its passing
the tempest has worsened
it shows no sign of letting up
how long will it last?
No one knows for certain….

But one thing is for sure
The hurricane of emotions
Leaves behind a catastrophe.....
hearts have been broken,
dreams have been shattered,
too marred to be mended
only time will tell
how deep the effects of the hurricane
and then maybe, it may be mended…

but for now,
while the hurricane still rages
I will look for comfort n shelter….
If I can find them,
Blessed be my soul……