randomness

well i've been itching to update even tho i've got nothing substantial to say, i have no idea why... anyways things have been pretty dull ard iasi since mostly everyone is busy studying... i cant say everyone, cos that's not true ;p... so besides d exam fever that has hit town, its still cold here!!!! n it snowed again,not that i dont like d snow, its just that i want warmer weather now... its been cold since october, freezing in december n early january.... den d temperatures started to climb, n now its back to zero degrees... hmmph, its so not motivating at all when all you see outside d window is grey skies n barren trees that shake with every breath of wind... so anatomy oral exam is over n it went well, now all is left is the mcq's which incidentally are 60% of the whole exam... n i got to get back to embryology now... till next time then....

will she still be part of the crowd?

Touch Of The Masters Hand

Well it was battered and scared,
And the auctioneer felt it was hardly worth his while,
To waste much time on the old violin but he held it up with a smile,
Well it sure aint much but its all we got left I guess we aught to sell it to,
Oh, now wholl start the bid on this old violin?
Just one more and well be through.

And then he cried one give me one dollar,
Wholl make it two only two dollars wholl make it three,
Three dollars twice now thats a good price,
Now whos gonna bid for me?
Raise up your hand now dont wait any longer the auctions about to end,
Whos got four Just one dollar more to bid on this old violin?

Well the air was hot and the people stood around as the sun was setting low,
From the back of the crowd a gray haired man,
Came forward and picked up the bow,
He wiped the dust from the old violin then he tightened up the strings,
Then he played out a melody pure and sweet, sweeter than the Angels sing, 
And then the music stopped and the auctioneer, 
With a voice that was quiet and low he said now what am I bid,
For this old violin and he held it up with a bow.

And then he cried out one give me one thousand,
Wholl make it two only two thousand wholl make it three,
Three thousand twice you know thats a good price,
Common whos gonna to bid for me?
And the people cried out what made the change we dont understand,
Then the auctioneer stopped and he said with a smile,
It was the touch of the Masters hand.

You know threes many a man with his life out of tune,
Battered and scared with sin and hes auctioned cheap,
To a thankless world much like that old violin,
Oh, but then the Master comes,
And that old foolish crowd they never understand,

i am the violin, the master is God, the auctioneer is someone special. sadly the crowd that doesnt understand is my mum. hard to say in many words, but the poem above pretty much sums it. i do wonder many many things, but most of all i wonder, if some parents would actually start listening to all that their kids say, or will they always listen to parts of it and just assume the rest of the situation the way that they want to envision it? then they'll just proceed with the judgement n the sentence, and leave it to that. if only the world was perfect, we wouldnt be reading this at all....

snow fight

well i know its been ages since i've kept this blog active, but thats no matter... its just that life's been through some major changes for me and i'm trying me best to cope, n i guess i just need an outlet again... i cant be bugging melanie everytime i need to clear this head of mine, so bloggy, i'm back again... for how long i dunno, but we shall see as time goes....

today has been actually the best day since the new year has started... it suffices enough to say that 2008 had an extremely bumpy end, and 2009 began quite mundanely... n today, i actually laughed like i hadn't laughed in a long while... it was just a simple snow fight, but practically everyone let go n played in the snow... no one had planned on playing wit snow, but when we went for our sports class today, our trainer said our assignment was to build a snowman n den we could leave... so he made all of us go out wit d shovel n some brooms to make d snowman... n when u've got a few(many) crazy people who've lived their whole lives just dreaming of snow, our little kid side came free n  soon almost everyone was just throwing snow at one another... it didnt matter if it was ur close fren or someone u barely spoke to in class... we were just having fun, we even ambushed our trainer wit snow.... but since he's a cool dude, his response was to take d shovel n shower us wit snow.... 

the point i guess i'm just trying to make is dat it was wonderful to let loose for a while, even if it was just for half an hour, all that mattered in that short period of time was having fun.... but it also made me more melanchonic later as i was desperately wishing i could have shared that moment with someone who is real special to me..... but life is what it is, and i cant do that... all that i can do is get through each day relying on God to take me through it.... and maybe, just maybe; time will actually heal these wounds...

the kite

holding on, letting go;

it's just like a kite in your hands

on a beautiful day,

then the mighty wind comes

so strong, it buffets and pulls the kite

it seems too much to hold on,

and you let go;

knowing you wont be dragged along.

but then you realise,

that you never really wanted to let go,

now the kite is slipping away,

running right past your fingers

like water running from a tap.

now you stumble to hold on,

but the wind laughs at your face,

pulling the kite away faster,

the kite string is in your palms;

will you get a grip in time,

before the string runs out;

or will she be borne away forever by the wind?

what type of flower i am?

I'm FoxgloveYou really want to be a good person, but you have this little mischievous streak that seems to get in the way. Deep down you mean well, but you are just so good at being just a little bit bad.

*did this test up on facebook... just quite amused by it, as it's quite an avid description of me... rarely have there been any so accurate... anyways being mischevious is fun!!!! :D

goodbye 2007, hello 2008!!!

another year has come to a close
what have you done?
what have you not done?
time to contemplate
and balance the books of life...

tonight we remember
loves lost to the night,
of friends and family that have left before us
we remember their gifts of life
the legacies that they left behind

tonight we ponder,
on our dreams for the year
resolutions that we have set
the expectant desires we have
we think of a year unknown.

yet another book closes tonight,
and at the stroke of midnight,
another book is being writ,
in this year's ending,
is next year's beginning.

goodbye 2007, hello 2008!!!


a very happy new year filled with blessings from above and lots of good cheer to all of you!!

i wont be home for christmas by blink 182

(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.

Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage

And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone

I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home



tho my sentiments aren't exactly the same as blink 182.... it still boils down to the same thing..... i wont be home for christmas dis year.... little did i know when i downloaded this song last year that i would be in this position... welll just have to deal wit it i guess....
I won't be home for Christmas

dead man (carry me) - jars of clay

January One, I got a lot of things on my mind
I'm looking at my body through a new spy satellite
I try to lift a finger but I don't think I can make a call
So tell me if I move 'cause I don't feel anything at all

So carry me
I'm just a dead man
Lying on the carpet
Can't find a heartbeat
Make me breathe
I wanna be a new man
Tired of the old one
Out with the old plan

I woke up from a dream about an empty funeral
But it's better than a party full of people I don't really know
Well, they've got hearts to break and burn, dirty hands to feel the earth
There's something in my veins but I can't seem to make it work
Won't work

So carry me
I'm just a dead man
Lying on the carpet
Can't find a heartbeat
Make me breathe
I wanna be a new man
Tired of the old one
Out with the old plan

Can you find a beat?
Inside of me?
Any pulse, getting worse
Any pulse, getting worse
Inside of me
In front of me

Carry me
I'm just a dead man
Lying on the carpet
Can't find a heartbeat
Make me breathe
I wanna be a new man
Tired of the old one
Out with the old plan

Carry me
I'm just a dead man
Lying on the carpet
Can't find a heartbeat
Make me breathe
I wanna be a new man
Tired of the old one
Out with the old plan

is that too much to ask for?

autumn leaves falling all around me
like the tears that fall from my heart
the cold of winter is felt early
as a winter settles in on my heart.

if listening to your heart
is the right way of living;
why is the world trying to kill me?
i just ask that i be understood
if that is so hard to do
how can i depend on those around me now?
the ones that are supposed to be closest to me..

is it so hard to listen to my reasoning?
why does gender difference make such a difference?
i can live my life without a man
i can take care of myself
i dont need a perfect candidate
is that too much to ask for?

hailing from romania

hey ya'll.. how r u guys doin? things r pretty fine here, except for a few hiccups on d way.. anyhows here are some pics for u guys to see.. will give a full update l8er on, my laptop is running low on juice.

a romantic's dream

notes on paper, music in the air,
a song of love played by violin strings,
a lover's concerto heard in the moonlit night,
as the dream of the romantic takes shape and flies into the night

and soon the violin meets the piano,
the lover, solo no more,
meets his match,
as their music combine,
so their hearts entwine,
lost to the rapture of their duet,
ethereal figures in the night
as their hearts are soar to heaven's height.

emoness....

ok ppl, brace urselfs for a bit of ranting.... yeah well i've been goin thru an emo rollercoaster... d upside being dat i'm excited abt leaving... d downside, i'm sad abt leaving... i mean, i'm excited dat i'm finally gonna be able to do my own thing in my own way without having to really listen to d dictation of others, but on d other hand i'm terrified dat i'm gonna fail miserably... all my life, i could say i've been pretty much pampered, not in a sense that i get everything i want when i want it, but in the way that a whole lot of things were done for me.. i'm not born wit a silver spoon in my mouth, but more like i've been chauffered everywhere. i hardly ever took public transport on my own. i've nvr gone anywhere on my own actually. i've always had somebody wit me. most of all wat worries me is dat i'm pretty green on d street. i'm not really a street-wise person. i've always been d baby of d family, heck, not only to family, but to d ppl in church also. where i've spent most of my time besides at home. there are so many things at d back of my mind. like, how long r they gonna remember me after i go? i can only make trips back home once a year. i'm leaving a lot of ppl i care about, especially d little ones that i love so much. as little as they are, how long will it be due to my prolonged absences, before they'll forget abt me? as far as parents go, i'm sure they wont forget. in my preparation to leave, mum's making me wash all my soft toys n pack them into this big wooden box that i have in d room. it just feels so strange, like as if i'm packing all my childhood into that brown box. all of me into that box....

aside from dat, leaving home means growing up big time n being an adult. can i do it? all my life, i've dreamed of the day dat i'll be leaving, it's almost been my lifelong dream to leave malaysia. all those years i just didn't realise dat i'll be finding it bloody tough to actually start packing. before i leave, i'm already missing those times that i'm gonna be absent. christmas, new year's, easter, all the birthdays. d only family celebration that i'll be able to be around from now on is my parents wedding anniversary. rite now these lines from nickleback's song Photograph best describes how i feel,

"I miss that town, I miss their faces
You can't erase, you can't replace it
I miss it now, I can't believe it
So hard to stay, too hard to leave it
Every memory of looking out the back door
I got the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye "

d other thing dat worries me is, how long will it be before I start to forget? i know it really sounds crazy, but what if i do? i just cant shake dat off my mind....

before d year is over n d total death count of friends, relatives n church members is 7... just in a matter of 4 months... it's quite depressing when ppl ard u seem to be dropping like flies.

what say you?

i was just listening to d radio n i happened to hear Katherine MacPhee's "Over It" n Chris Daughtry's "It's Not Over" back to back. take a look at d lyrics.

Over It

I'm over your lies, and I'm over your games

I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not okay

You call me at night, and I pick up the phone

And though you've been telling me, I know you're not alone

Oh and thats why

Your eyes, I'm over it

Your smile, I'm over it

Realize, I'm over it

I'm over it, I'm over…

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain't no way to be

How I feel, read my lips

Because I'm so over,I'm so over..

I'm so..Movin' on, and it's my time

You never were a friend of mine

Hurt at first a little bit

And now I'm so over it

So over it, I'm so over it

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain't no way to be

How I feel, read my lips

Because I'm so over it

Movin' on, and it's my time

You never were a friend of mine

It's Not Over

I was blown away.

What could I say?

It all seemed to make sense.

You've taken away everything,

And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life,

But good things in life are hard to find.

We'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Taken all I could take,

And I cannot wait.

We're wasting too much time

Being strong, holding on.

Can't let it bring us down.

My life with you means everything,

So I won't give up that easily.

I'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

'Cause it's all misunderstood.

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

We can't let this get away.

Let it out, let it out.

Don't get caught up in yourself.

Let it out.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Let's start over.

It's not over, yeah...

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

anyone other than me thinks there might be something more than just songs by 2 finalists from American Idol??

guys that i like

this post is totally random.

well since my blog has been ignored again, n i've been having way toooooooo much time on my hands doin mothing much, i kinda got thinking. abt d kinda guys that i like. well for one i know, bad-boy attitude seems to turn me on, plus a whole lot of muscles. pure hotness for me. so here is specimen no.1 of d guys dat i like.

Jason Momoa

he first caught my eye when i was watching Season 2 of Stargate Atlantis. i could say it was love at frist sight 4 me. defintely!! he looked so hawt!!! SUPER HAWT!!! all his muscles n his hair was a big, big turn on. i like long hair on guys if they look good with it. he can melt with his smile, unfortunately i couldn't find any picture with him smiling.

n he does hv dat bad boy look... n he is awesome with his guns... HE IS THE DEFINITION OF HOTNESS FOR ME!!!

specimen no 2

Eddie Cahill

caught him on CSI:NY. only thing is they dun show much of him as he is just d bad cop who catches d suspects. he is d bad boy there n i like his attitude. a bit of charm n sacarsam added in n mixed well. n oh yeah, he handles d guns too. i like boys wit guns. plus he looks extremely good in a suit. :P

random ramblings....

i was out shopping in bandar baru wit my mom n sis on thursday n in this particular boutique called 'Lamour' there was this super cute, nice, elegant, sassy n ethnic looking jacket. it was more like a spanish design n it was absolutely gorgeous. the best part, it was going on 50% discount. n i think that's a great steal since the original price of that jacket is RM300. but d only problem is, if i buy it, when can i use it? it's not a casual wear jacket, rather it's d kind of jacket that u would use to a dinner or a night out clubbing. n since dinners aren't very often n i don't/not allowed to go clubbing, there will be a high chance that i wont wear it at all. n so mummy says i cant buy it. haihz..... wat a waste.


p.s. if anyone wants to get me a belated birthday gift, feel free to ask 4 d exact location of d shop ya. i'll be happy to take that as a gift.

of life updates and tags....

well lets start by me apologising to my long ignored and scorned blog.. 'Sorry bloggy, i cannot hereby promise that i will not ignore you again, because thats the very likely thing thats going to happen'.... well another apology next time i guess.

so now that's done n over with, lets get back to me. updates since the last time i updated my blog is not much, but dat dun mean i've been doin absolutely nothing. u see, dear readers, yours truly has been employed as her mother's secretary. and without any pay!!! somebody should file a complaint about child labour abuse :( anyways besides that i was in college last friday (6/7) to sell my old a-levels books. well old would be an understatement as some of those books are as good as new and most of them are under 1 year old. it's quite funny meeting up with d lecturers u know, they dont seem that intimidating or as irrating as they used to be while u were studying. i guess that feeling comes with the liberation from the course. anyways since i met most/all of my lecturers, here's what they hv to say:

Mr. Karamjeet: oh, ur here! selling photostated books is it?
me: no got ori books also. so sir, ask ur students to come n buy from us k
Mr. K: yeah i'll tell them, but make sure u sell them the ori books only

Ms Ho: hi there. u r looking very well rested and relaxed.
me thinking as soon as she said those words, makes me wonder how bad i really looked when the exams were goin on *shudders*. imagine seeing thousands of walking zombies trudging up to the MPH

Ms Yap: hi there. how are you?
me: i'm fine
Ms Y: hey are u selling my notes also ar?
me: ya, i sold them edi
Ms Y: who did u sell them to?
me: no worries cher, i sold them to another PM8 student
Ms Y: *blur look* huh? oww u mean the 0701 intake? *laughs* ok can.

overall made quite a bit of money selling my books, so was quite satisfied.


the next outing i had was goin for dinner with d klang gang. it was actually a bit of a farewell party for premi who's goin of to aussie to furthur her studies. was quite an entertaing dinner. well i guess dats wat u get when u mix all of us together. there was a whole lot of laughter and needless to say, we were the noisiest table present. well premi, if ur goin, it's best to go with a big bang rite.. XD

i forsee this post is going to be a super long post. cos i've got to do gracie's 100 question tag next. anyways gracie, d moment i saw d start of ur post with d tag, i just knew my name would be at d bottom. n u proved me right, i guess our mental wavelength is still d same eh? even if we hardly see each other.


1. First thing you wash in the shower?
my face

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
well I don’t hv a hoodie, but black would be d colour of my fave hoodie. When I get it.

3. Do you like coffee?
I aint a regular coffee drinker, but I have to say that I love coffee during exams. How else can I stay up all night studying n still be able to hv the presence of mind to do my papers?
THANK YOU GOD FOR CREATING COFFEE!!!

*did d tag creator do this on purpose? Mana no 4?*

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
I’m actually feeling rather chatty. But since no one’s on9 4 me to chat with, might as well spend d energy on d survey.

6. Whats the last letter of your crush's name?
u see…. I have a problem here…. This question is only applicable if u hv a crush. Therefore answer not available since I hv no crush.

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
I suppose dat would be aim

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
If cant remember. I usually cant remember my dreams unless they are really very vivid...

*tag creator has math problems, no 9 is missing*

10. What are you craving?
SHOPPING!!!! I hven’t been shopping 4 6 months, n those who know me, they know that deserves to be added to the Guiness Would Book of Records!!

11. Do you floss?
sssh… dun tell anybody… I dont

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
stir fried with egg… I love it

15. Would you dance with someone to the taco song?
no 1: wats d taco song?
No 2: I hv been diagnosed as having two left feet. I cant dance

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
hell no… y would I want to do dat???

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
lick it of course..

18. Do you use smileys?
yeah I do

*somebody please send d tag creator for maths classes to Mr. Karamjeet*

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
does joey g n fancesca peters count?.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
I love cheese...

22. What's the last song you had stuck in your head?
Mark Schultz – Letters from war… I don’t know why, but hearing dis song n watching d video just made me cry…

23. How many countries have you visited?
Singapore only… quite lame rite… but nvm, Europe is on d way for me.

24. Are your parents strict?
they are regarding some n certain issues. But on the whole, I’d say I’ve got a better deal than some others...

25. I'm gay?
makes no sense whatsoever to me

26. Would you go out to eat with George Bush?
not the most attractive person on earth. So no, but I would be happy if he could pay for my dinner with Jason Momoa…. XD *dream on Louie*

27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
maybe. If he doesn’t pay for my future dinner with Jason Momoa...

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
nope...

31. Who sits behind you in your math class?
there used to be many others during d course of a-levels. Why? Cos I was instructed to sit in front of d class.

33. Ha No. 32
apa ini?.. does d survey writer need to go for english classes as well?

34. Can you count backwards from 74?
no other work meh…...

35. Where are you going to be doing on Saturday night?
filling up this survey.. its already Saturday nite...

36. Brown or white eggs?
is there a difference??...

37. Like rap music?
depends on d song. Yeah I guess…

38. Ever taken a train?
uh-huh...

39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
nope.. now dat u mention it, I don’t want to at all...

41.What day is it?
Saturday!

42. What was your lunch?
chi kut the, with stir fried pak choi n rice. Very Chinese meal.

43 What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
Gracie?. Most likely sleep her head off…

45. Ever have cream puffs?
oh yeah.. u wanna know a secret. D bakery near my house sell d best cream puffs ever. Damn cheap also, only RM 0.45 for a piece...

46. Have you ever seen the Butterfly Effect?
I've probably seen it but I didn’t realize it. Well u do realize dat everytime a butterfly flaps its wings the butterly effect could be taking place rite……

47. So, how about them Yankees?
well I aint got nothing again em Yanks..

48. Do you like gay people?
I guess I’ll be fine. I survied tanuj n Daniel. XD

49. Why do you say that?
I haven’t met any real gay couple la k. I’ll just them as they come k, they hv a right to society.

50. Are you going to answer the other 50 questions?
since there’s nothing else better to do. Why not??

51. Is your hair curly?
Nope...it's straight wit abit of waves.

52. Last time you cried?
A few days ago, mark Schultz made me cry. I hate crying. But once in a long, long time I welcome a good cry.

53. Ever walked into a wall?
Um. Nearly, a couple of times. Lol. Which would u prefer, a volleyball net or a wall? *flashback to redang* XD

56. Are you currently wearing socks?
stockings count?...

57. Favorite time of the year?
The Malaysian Mega Sale! Christmas or any other time I can go shopping

59. Are you a generally happy person?
I suppose so. Well u certainly don’t see me tearing at every corner.

60. Are you wearing jeans?
Nope...I'm wearing slacks...hehe.. still haven’t changed out of my church clothes

61. The next person you'll hold hands with?
I dunno. It depends when I’m gonna be shaking hands next XD

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
nah...

63. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
yeah, Paul Mason wine’s are d best....

64. Do you think you're old?
Nope..

65. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope. I can survive it...

66. Do you like your life right now?
it’s fine.. actually I think it’s good. Life could be a whole lot worse.

67. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
gosh!! Its so long ago I cant even remember when.

68. Do you knock on wood?
Nope

69. Do you have good vision?
well I’m wearing contacts. But I’m good at seeing those really cute guys across d road…hehehe… grace when we gonna go out n cuci mata?

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
nope I don’t think so...

72. Do you have a job?
a job without pay that is…....

73. Describe ur best friend(s)?
Gracie can crack me up anytime, plus we share a mental connection that’s still workin even tho we aren’t seeing each other dat often… julian is still waiting for another chance to kick me at pool… lavee can make my mouth water all d way from frace by just telling me all those delicacies she’s cooked up.. cant wait 4 u to get back woman…. with frenz like these there’s no way life can be boring.
74-76 is missing?? Tag writer really needs to go back to Standard 1

77. Can you handle the truth?
take the bull by the horn babeh!!

78 also missing. Cacatnya
79. How often do you talk on the phone?
I sms most of d time……

80. Are you in a complicated relationship?
no relationship, how to be complicated? Apa la u??

81. Do you hate more than 3 people?
no... even if I did I wont be telling

83. Are you sarcastic?
not always, but when d switch is on u had it……

86. Do you use chopstick?
I’m better than some of the Chinese at this k… dun play play...

87. Are you too excited over stuffs?
Sometimes. I try to keep d lid on my emotions….

88. Do you shop often?
I hvent 4 d past 6 ½ months. But I’m goin on a rampage soon. I love shopping!!!! SALEZILLA here I come!!!!

89. Do you owe ppl money?
not really…. I try to be self-sufficient….

90. Have you made a prank phone call?
certainly….. *horns appearing beside d halo*

91. Have you ever been to hawaii?
I wish.. but I can do part of d Hawaiian dance…..

92. Do you like your hair?
liking it better nowadays after a couple of nightmare cuts.

93. Do you enjoy laughing?
i do. Sadly ppl dun appreciate my laugh. Scary laugh it seems… hmmph

94. Are you closer to your mother or father?
Mummy...

95. Do you chat on msn often?
Always! Cant go out much wat...

98. What's the closest thing to you that has a leg?
d computer table….. wat?? U din say it had to be alive…

99. Does your crush comment your myspace?
I dun hv a crush... neither do I hv a myspace accout.. jeez….

100. Do you comment theirs?
dun hv means dun hv la… y keep asking??? haiyo
Tag 5 people:
Prakky – u need something to update ur blog *hint hint*
Premi – one for d road gal! make it ur last tag b4 u leave
Hammie - just do it k
Lisa – u said u wanted to update ur blog, here’s some help… XD
Anyone else who wants to do this k….

redang trip

first of all i have to say this was d most awesome trip i've ever had in my life. it was so superly and uberly fun. right from d bus ride from subang all d way to redang and the way back home.

i'm waiting 4 all d pics dat we took there, so after the pics come in i'll put the whole stpry down. as i aint so good wit words n pictures tell a thousand words... XD
n guys get set for our futsal outing..hehehe n we definitely need more chivas... XD
cheers ppl!!!!

its over... finally!!!!

yes ppl, it is the truth.... its over.. finally... ver very over....

A-LEVELS IS DONE AND OVER WITH!!!

i cant express the relief that washed over me once the last paper was done.. it has by no means been a pleasant ride. i must admit there was a whole lot of good times, but underneath it all there was an undercurrent of uneasiness.. cant explain why.. n dont really know why either.. i'm just glad its over... now i cant wait for my vacation... XD

REDANG!!!! HERE I COME!!!! XD XD XD

i dont cry for yesterday past, i cry for tommorow lost

was listenting to Light n Easy on d way back from coll earlier, n i heard this song. pretty nice... n its a good listen, even tho its a tad emo..

Duran Duran - Ordinary World

Came in from a rainy Thursday
On the avenue
Thought I heard you talking softly

I turned on the lights, the TV
And the radio
Still I can't escape the ghost of you

What has happened to it all?
Crazy, some are saying
Where is the life that I recognize?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Passion or coincidence
Once prompted you to say
"Pride will tear us both apart"
Well now pride's gone out the window
Cross the rooftops
Run away
Left me in the vacuum of my heart

What is happening to me?
Crazy, some'd say
Where is my friend when I need you most?
Gone away

But I won't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Papers in the roadside
Tell of suffering and greed
Here today, forgot tomorrow
Ooh, here besides the news
Of holy war and holy need
Ours is just a little sorrow
It's all gone away

And I don't cry for yesterday
There's an ordinary world
Somehow I have to find
And as I try to make my way
To the ordinary world
I will learn to survive

Every one
Is my world, I will learn to survive
Any one
Is my world, I will learn to survive
Any one
Is my world
Every one
Is my world