Tuesday, February 03, 2009

randomness

well i've been itching to update even tho i've got nothing substantial to say, i have no idea why... anyways things have been pretty dull ard iasi since mostly everyone is busy studying... i cant say everyone, cos that's not true ;p... so besides d exam fever that has hit town, its still cold here!!!! n it snowed again,not that i dont like d snow, its just that i want warmer weather now... its been cold since october, freezing in december n early january.... den d temperatures started to climb, n now its back to zero degrees... hmmph, its so not motivating at all when all you see outside d window is grey skies n barren trees that shake with every breath of wind... so anatomy oral exam is over n it went well, now all is left is the mcq's which incidentally are 60% of the whole exam... n i got to get back to embryology now... till next time then....

Sunday, January 11, 2009

will she still be part of the crowd?

Touch Of The Masters Hand

Well it was battered and scared,
And the auctioneer felt it was hardly worth his while,
To waste much time on the old violin but he held it up with a smile,
Well it sure aint much but its all we got left I guess we aught to sell it to,
Oh, now wholl start the bid on this old violin?
Just one more and well be through.

And then he cried one give me one dollar,
Wholl make it two only two dollars wholl make it three,
Three dollars twice now thats a good price,
Now whos gonna bid for me?
Raise up your hand now dont wait any longer the auctions about to end,
Whos got four Just one dollar more to bid on this old violin?

Well the air was hot and the people stood around as the sun was setting low,
From the back of the crowd a gray haired man,
Came forward and picked up the bow,
He wiped the dust from the old violin then he tightened up the strings,
Then he played out a melody pure and sweet, sweeter than the Angels sing, 
And then the music stopped and the auctioneer, 
With a voice that was quiet and low he said now what am I bid,
For this old violin and he held it up with a bow.

And then he cried out one give me one thousand,
Wholl make it two only two thousand wholl make it three,
Three thousand twice you know thats a good price,
Common whos gonna to bid for me?
And the people cried out what made the change we dont understand,
Then the auctioneer stopped and he said with a smile,
It was the touch of the Masters hand.

You know threes many a man with his life out of tune,
Battered and scared with sin and hes auctioned cheap,
To a thankless world much like that old violin,
Oh, but then the Master comes,
And that old foolish crowd they never understand,


i am the violin, the master is God, the auctioneer is someone special. sadly the crowd that doesnt understand is my mum. hard to say in many words, but the poem above pretty much sums it. i do wonder many many things, but most of all i wonder, if some parents would actually start listening to all that their kids say, or will they always listen to parts of it and just assume the rest of the situation the way that they want to envision it? then they'll just proceed with the judgement n the sentence, and leave it to that. if only the world was perfect, we wouldnt be reading this at all....

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

snow fight

well i know its been ages since i've kept this blog active, but thats no matter... its just that life's been through some major changes for me and i'm trying me best to cope, n i guess i just need an outlet again... i cant be bugging melanie everytime i need to clear this head of mine, so bloggy, i'm back again... for how long i dunno, but we shall see as time goes....

today has been actually the best day since the new year has started... it suffices enough to say that 2008 had an extremely bumpy end, and 2009 began quite mundanely... n today, i actually laughed like i hadn't laughed in a long while... it was just a simple snow fight, but practically everyone let go n played in the snow... no one had planned on playing wit snow, but when we went for our sports class today, our trainer said our assignment was to build a snowman n den we could leave... so he made all of us go out wit d shovel n some brooms to make d snowman... n when u've got a few(many) crazy people who've lived their whole lives just dreaming of snow, our little kid side came free n  soon almost everyone was just throwing snow at one another... it didnt matter if it was ur close fren or someone u barely spoke to in class... we were just having fun, we even ambushed our trainer wit snow.... but since he's a cool dude, his response was to take d shovel n shower us wit snow.... 

the point i guess i'm just trying to make is dat it was wonderful to let loose for a while, even if it was just for half an hour, all that mattered in that short period of time was having fun.... but it also made me more melanchonic later as i was desperately wishing i could have shared that moment with someone who is real special to me..... but life is what it is, and i cant do that... all that i can do is get through each day relying on God to take me through it.... and maybe, just maybe; time will actually heal these wounds...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

the kite

holding on, letting go;

it's just like a kite in your hands

on a beautiful day,

then the mighty wind comes

so strong, it buffets and pulls the kite

it seems too much to hold on,

and you let go;

knowing you wont be dragged along.

but then you realise,

that you never really wanted to let go,

now the kite is slipping away,

running right past your fingers

like water running from a tap.

now you stumble to hold on,

but the wind laughs at your face,

pulling the kite away faster,

the kite string is in your palms;

will you get a grip in time,

before the string runs out;

or will she be borne away forever by the wind?

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

what type of flower i am?


I'm FoxgloveYou really want to be a good person, but you have this little mischievous streak that seems to get in the way. Deep down you mean well, but you are just so good at being just a little bit bad.





*did this test up on facebook... just quite amused by it, as it's quite an avid description of me... rarely have there been any so accurate... anyways being mischevious is fun!!!! :D

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

goodbye 2007, hello 2008!!!

another year has come to a close
what have you done?
what have you not done?
time to contemplate
and balance the books of life...

tonight we remember
loves lost to the night,
of friends and family that have left before us
we remember their gifts of life
the legacies that they left behind

tonight we ponder,
on our dreams for the year
resolutions that we have set
the expectant desires we have
we think of a year unknown.

yet another book closes tonight,
and at the stroke of midnight,
another book is being writ,
in this year's ending,
is next year's beginning.

goodbye 2007, hello 2008!!!


a very happy new year filled with blessings from above and lots of good cheer to all of you!!

Thursday, December 06, 2007

i wont be home for christmas by blink 182

(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.

Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage

And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone

I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home



tho my sentiments aren't exactly the same as blink 182.... it still boils down to the same thing..... i wont be home for christmas dis year.... little did i know when i downloaded this song last year that i would be in this position... welll just have to deal wit it i guess....
I won't be home for Christmas